I grew up Catholic. I went to Catholic school from grades 1-9, so I was heavily indoctrinated in it. I became extremely scrupulous even afraid I would go to hell because I ate meat inadvertently on a Friday--the ever present guilt about this and many other issues.
In college I started to question some of the changes that
were being made in the Church--the mass was no longer in Latin, eating meat on
Friday was no longer a sin, etc. I
questioned how these tenets could be changed by mere men.
In a few years, I was teaching third grade and some young
students were talking about their church.
I was curious at how excited they were about it, so I asked them. One of their mothers invited me to Mount
Prospect Bible Church. It was there that
I accepted Christ as my personal savior.
It was difficult to let go of some of the indoctrination of the Catholic
Church, so I kept what I found edifying about it.
I feel my spiritual personality was rooted in
Catholicism. I love the mass and what it
represents. It is a contemplative means
to worship, and I do like that sometimes.
I have Catholic friends who are passionate about their
faith, even more disciplined about worshiping than many "Protestants"
friends.
Every year I desire to go to the Stations of the Cross, and
somehow I don't go. These depict the
crucifixion and the journey Christ made.
I remember even as a little girl weeping through those as I saw the
injustice of Christ being tortured. It was not thoroughly explained at that
time that He did it for me personally.
Maybe this spring I will go and take part in that ceremony to be
reminded of what sin costs.
I feel I am both Catholic and Protestant--a Christian. I take from both religions what I need to
continue my pilgrimage.
Why do many feel the need to leave the Catholic communion for 20th/21st century Evangelicalism.
And what are the implications?
This testimony certainly brings a lot of issues out for discussion: "Catholic guilt," catechesis, authority of the Church, etc. But my question is:
Why do many feel the need to leave the Catholic communion for 20th/21st century Evangelicalism.
And what are the implications?
Lest we start Catholic-bashing, there is an equally intriguing phenomenon of modern Evangelical Christians leaving the ranks of Evangelicalism to seek out more "high church," contemplative traditions including Catholic, Anglican, and Orthodox traditions.
I hope that anyone reading this post who has experienced one of the spiritual migrations would critically reflect on these issues comment respectfully.
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